Michelle

I woke up after a 3-hour nap, feeling still groggy and suffering from a nagging migrane. These are the after effects of insufficient sleep and constant sobbing over the last 2 days. The bunch of us had stayed overnight at Michelle's wake and only managed 2-hour sleep. I am glad that I did that for Michelle's final moments on this earth though. It made me feel better and more comforted that I have done more of my part as a friend.

From now on,there will be no more mad rush to hospital, no more worrying sms-es over the handphone and no more touching and talking to Michelle on her hospital bed. It is a sadly empty feeling. The same feeling I had when my mum passed away 5 years ago.

Life goes on. But it will be different without Michelle.

Goodbye Mich. Thanks for the friendship, the laughter and the fun we have had together.